to know that the world wont end. I want to know that i’m going to have a career. I want to know i’ll get married to the guy of my dreams. I want to know that my grandma will be healthy long enough to see me have kids. I want to be able to fix things from the past. I want to have the future i’ve always longed for. I want to make people happy for all the wrong I’ve ever done. I want to change somebody’s life. I want to be a person that will always be there for you. I want to be able to support myself.
I feel like life is always about ‘want’, yet the strive of getting there means so much more.
but from this point on all I want to do is do a complete blog about my life. No reposts, no stupid chain letters, just the simplicity of how I feel.
you to wipe my tears when I cry. To be someone to lean on when I can’t hold myself up. Be someone to love me when I’m not strong enough. Hold my hand through thick and thin. Tell me you love me in the spur of the moment. Tell me you love me when I need it most. Tell me you miss me when you want me near you. Hold me close when it hurts. Love me when I deserve to be loved. These are the simple things I wish you would do. The simple things that could hold us together. Without these things we have nothing. You’ll have nothing and we’ll both be going nowhere forever.
just to remind you what happy should feel like.
(Source: glamorousxchanel, via yourheartispure-deactivated2011)
I am only human. I do what I want when I want. Because truth of the matter is I honestly don’t give a fuck about anybody’s opinion but my own. I am the one who controls my life and I am the one who decides what does happen and doesn’t happen. Surprisingly… I am completely fucking satisfied with that.