Remember when you felt young and naive and in love? when you felt that bond between you and your significant other too strong to be broken? when everything felt perfect? when your heart couldn’t stop beating when you got a text from them?
Remember the first time they told you that they liked you? The extreme feeling you absorbed when they told you they loved you, it was amazing. As you learn through time that feeling doesn’t just maintain its amount, but grows. Extremely.
I have grown into the person I am because of love. Because of what I’ve chosen over going out with friends, gaining a whole huge group of lifetime loving friends, experiencing everything and anything. I gave up to what I thought were “a waste of time” to make room for the only thing I really ever cared about. Andrew.
Every day I wonder how long it will last until something dramatic happens. Or the day he thinks that another girl is gorgeous and would trade me off. Thankfully, that hasn’t happened yet. But unfortunatelly, things have happened. I’ve felt distance begin to grow. I feel as if things were definitely turning out the wrong way. I felt that the one thing that I actually gave a damn about was about to dissapear out of my hands. I still do feel as if everything is going out of proportion.
Dear love,
prove me wrong.
Yours sincerely,
Mariel
